Teleiophilia and me.
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Teleiophilia and me.
by Who we are. Thu 09 Apr 2009, 8:26 am
I was scared to find out what it was, what it is called, what i am.
But now that i know, it's okay in a way.
Look i actully dont want to annouce it to the world, so its kind of stupid posting it on a website, but i need to put it somewere. It's taken over me, before it was just something that i feel. And in a way it was destroying me.
But now it has a name, a face. I can see what it is, and its better this way. I know what it is and i can see im not alone.
Yesturday i thought i was a freak, like something was wrong. I was having these thoughts cause maybe my brain is wired wrong, like i was supposed to be born 30-40 years before i was so i fit.
But i guess im not a complete Teleiophile, i still like people my owne age, but still a Teleiophile.
I just hope people dont see me in a screwed up way, well more than i was already. I just dont want them to look at me and just think of my "peversions".
Okay, i just wanted to see that all written down somewere.
Adios.
I take thoes back, i want people to know. Its part of who i am. So in a way, im proud.
I have to be, or it will kill me.
But now that i know, it's okay in a way.
But now it has a name, a face. I can see what it is, and its better this way. I know what it is and i can see im not alone.
Yesturday i thought i was a freak, like something was wrong. I was having these thoughts cause maybe my brain is wired wrong, like i was supposed to be born 30-40 years before i was so i fit.
But i guess im not a complete Teleiophile, i still like people my owne age, but still a Teleiophile.
I just hope people dont see me in a screwed up way, well more than i was already. I just dont want them to look at me and just think of my "peversions".
Adios.
I take thoes back, i want people to know. Its part of who i am. So in a way, im proud.
I have to be, or it will kill me.
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Re: Teleiophilia and me.
by drackie. Thu 09 Apr 2009, 8:51 am
I'm very proud of you Nicole.
There is nothing wrong with you.
There is nothing wrong with you.
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Re: Teleiophilia and me.
by Who we are. Thu 09 Apr 2009, 9:11 pm
Thank you Nelleh, means alot. lol mikey.
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Re: Teleiophilia and me.
by LADIES AND GENTLEMEN Thu 09 Apr 2009, 9:37 pm
Oh I see how it is 
It's good that you can accept it. I mean, okay, you probably don't want to hear this. But I mean, I'm into some... pretty fucked up stuff. More fucked up than I even let on. Like... really bad.
And it really took me a while to come to terms with it. But I have and I've accepted that hey, I'm me, weird kinks and all.
And I mean people can't help who they're attracted to. It's obviously not a choice. Some people, like sadists or pedophiles (just in terms of attraction, not actually touching kids; that's horrible and I hope child molesters die) spend their whole lives hating themselves for what they like. Other people develop obsessions with masturbation or porn and inhibit their ability to have real relationships.
And, true; the suffix 'philia' really describes a fetish, which is generally a condition where someone can't come to orgasm without the help of whatever their fetish is. Kinks on the other hand are things you enjoy but don't find necessary in sex (or, depending, relationships). So it is a milder form.
It's good that you can accept it. I mean, okay, you probably don't want to hear this. But I mean, I'm into some... pretty fucked up stuff. More fucked up than I even let on. Like... really bad.
And it really took me a while to come to terms with it. But I have and I've accepted that hey, I'm me, weird kinks and all.
And I mean people can't help who they're attracted to. It's obviously not a choice. Some people, like sadists or pedophiles (just in terms of attraction, not actually touching kids; that's horrible and I hope child molesters die) spend their whole lives hating themselves for what they like. Other people develop obsessions with masturbation or porn and inhibit their ability to have real relationships.
And, true; the suffix 'philia' really describes a fetish, which is generally a condition where someone can't come to orgasm without the help of whatever their fetish is. Kinks on the other hand are things you enjoy but don't find necessary in sex (or, depending, relationships). So it is a milder form.
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Re: Teleiophilia and me.
by warrier22 Mon 21 Sep 2009, 3:17 pm
re teliophilia and me sweetheart there is nothing wrong with being a teliophile. they are incredibly brave and beautiful people as long as you don,t hurt anyone please enjoy your freedom you are not a pervert or sick anyone who says otherwise is the sick one my friends
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