First Loves

I thought of you today.
In the car ride, on the way home.
Lights and life on the street, darkness above it.

I didn't think of the heartache.
Not the humiliation, the pain, the bursts of cries.
I remembered that one meeting, so long ago, with you.

It was raining outside. You were picking me up.
I've been waiting, wandering, for no one else but you.
Then I looked up, and there you were, right in front of me.

A smile on your face, dampness in your hair.
You had your glasses on, and for a moment I forgot it all
Except for your arms slipping around my waist, a perfect fit.

You didn't treat me any better as time went on.
But somewhere in there you were the best I ever had.
Despite everything, thank you, for being an incredible first love.



I can't help but think he'll always be there, now.
Always.

It's relatively painless now, and I miss him much less.
But I get those times that are just...

I know exactly how you feel. :/

ily isa

Kayla, mom

Thank you.