crossposted, open letter.

dear revolutionaries,

thank you so much for the last four and a half months, or however long i've known you. you've helped me through the traumas of being fourteen/fifteen and female, in more ways than i can describe.
however, i've come to realise that i'm what happens when daddy's girl loses her daddy, and adds a few, more complex, situations to growing up, and i have to come to terms with this.
so, i will be reducing internet associating to a few people, in order to face my demons in the real world better.
i won't forget you. ever. i'll be telling my grand children when i'm seventy, what a sweetheart mikey was or how cool marlee was, or about jack's cat bill, and rita's awesome hair and jenna's photos and how everyone needs a kad in their life, or how i envy libbey and logan's closeness and shalisa's looks, and emilee for being an absolute doll, and how sorry i am that i've probably forgotten pretty much everyone here, but you know i adore you all and one day, i want to hear how you've all turned out.
email me sometime if you want, pollyreynolds@hotmail.co.uk, fashionconscioussuicide@hotmail.com, pollycaughtfire@hotmail.com or redhotchilipolly@live.co.uk, just tell me what's been going on with you, and i'll reply and make time for you, always.

i just need to work my life out.

much love and adrisole my darlings-

-pollyanna clare.

there's so much more i want to say, and i'm sorry for those i never really spoke to.

but it's just come to my attention how messed up my life is, and how it's in my hands to make it better for myself.

i love you all, email me sometime.
<333

I'll miss you Polly.
I'm glad I got to meet you.

None of us will ever forget you.