(c) A Story For Her [PG]

Title: A Story For Her.
Author: Moi
Rating: PG, for death.
Genre: Angst, Fear
Status: Oneshot/Complete
Summary: Death of the family, a pet death.
Warnings: Deals with death.

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A week or so ago, my beloved guinea pig died. Her name was Lilian. She was my best friend, my sister, and comforter all rolled into one. She was the person I would talk to after a bad day at school, the one I would tell all my secrets to. She had become the, in essence, most important person in my life.

And now my mom is yelling at me to clean out her cage. I then burst into tears because I... I couldn't. It just hurt too much. She attempted to comfort me. My sister tried to comfort me, but she wasn't as good at comforting as Lilian.

Which just made me think about her more, and cry harder.

All my loving, I will send to you
All my loving, darlin' I'll be true
All my loving, all my loving,
All my loving, I will send to you.

That was what I played at her funeral. Not that I could say anything about her or what a good friend she had been to me over the past 6 years. I couldn't do anything but blubber and half sing the lyrics. The saddest part was, was that my best friend was at my house when my parents came back from the vet with her wrapped up, dead.

That was one of the worst days of my life. It's been one year. To an extent I've grasped her death. I got a new guinea pig, Tarzan. He's not as great as Lilian was, but to an extent, he helped me get over her death.

I used to be afraid of them dying, but now, I guess, it's a bit easier. It's still not easy, having a family member die. But learning from Lilian's death made it easier.

rituh needs to have my babies. jsyak.

Why thank yew. :')