Drackie? What.
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Drackie? What.
by drackie. Sun 22 Mar 2009, 11:02 pm
This is to commemerate the killing of Drackie. Which is me, basically getting rid of everything has ever happened to me while I've been linked to that name. And here is all the stuff.
Oh lord, stuff that I've never told anyone? Wow... Must be interesting.
I never quite realized how different my life appears to be.
I mean four years ago, I used to come across as this mentally and emotionally fucked with what ever kid. I was a poster child for depression it was amazing. I hacked at my arm to the point where I had a vein replaced in my left arm, because it was just.. cut up to pieces. And that was only.. three and a half years ago?
I was also hospitalised twice for starving myself to the point where I bascially died. I was in a psyc ward for four months. I lived as a guy for eightteen months because I thought I was transsexual. I was raped and molested by random guys at my old highschool. I was beaten half to death by alot of people. I've been called basically every fucking name under the sun. I attempted to kill myself many times and I would have succeeded if I wasn't caught.
And before you go well Drackie, I suppose you wrote all of this because your some fucking attention seeker. To be quite honest. No.
I wrote this because I have never told anyone these things. And everyone I know likes to talk about their past experience's when noone really know's shit that I've been through. But I thought well hey. S'bout time.
THANK YOU.
I SO FUCKING BADLY NEEDED TO GET THOSE THINGS OFF MY CHEST.
Bah.
Oh lord, stuff that I've never told anyone? Wow... Must be interesting.
I never quite realized how different my life appears to be.
I mean four years ago, I used to come across as this mentally and emotionally fucked with what ever kid. I was a poster child for depression it was amazing. I hacked at my arm to the point where I had a vein replaced in my left arm, because it was just.. cut up to pieces. And that was only.. three and a half years ago?
I was also hospitalised twice for starving myself to the point where I bascially died. I was in a psyc ward for four months. I lived as a guy for eightteen months because I thought I was transsexual. I was raped and molested by random guys at my old highschool. I was beaten half to death by alot of people. I've been called basically every fucking name under the sun. I attempted to kill myself many times and I would have succeeded if I wasn't caught.
And before you go well Drackie, I suppose you wrote all of this because your some fucking attention seeker. To be quite honest. No.
I wrote this because I have never told anyone these things. And everyone I know likes to talk about their past experience's when noone really know's shit that I've been through. But I thought well hey. S'bout time.
THANK YOU.
I SO FUCKING BADLY NEEDED TO GET THOSE THINGS OFF MY CHEST.
Bah.
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Re: Drackie? What.
by LADIES AND GENTLEMEN Mon 23 Mar 2009, 7:41 am
I did know... some of this.
but I'm glad you're trying to leave it behind. Even if maybe it's harder than you thought, it's good that you're moving on.
Whether or not you realise it, you have a lot of friends who really care about you. Not just the band - people at FC are often asking when you guys are going to come back and visit.
You're a really strong, intelligent, talented (don't lie, your lyrics fucking win) hilarious and generally epic person, and most everyone with eyes can see it. And if they can't they're idiots. Fo srs.
Even my dad is all JANELLE IS SUCH A SMART YOUNG LADY and I'm like '...Duh.'
but I'm glad you're trying to leave it behind. Even if maybe it's harder than you thought, it's good that you're moving on.Whether or not you realise it, you have a lot of friends who really care about you. Not just the band - people at FC are often asking when you guys are going to come back and visit.
You're a really strong, intelligent, talented (don't lie, your lyrics fucking win) hilarious and generally epic person, and most everyone with eyes can see it. And if they can't they're idiots. Fo srs.
Even my dad is all JANELLE IS SUCH A SMART YOUNG LADY and I'm like '...Duh.'
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Re: Drackie? What.
by Who we are. Mon 23 Mar 2009, 9:21 am
I wish i had just half the strength that you do.
Your epic.
Your epic.
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Re: Drackie? What.
by Patient X Thu 26 Mar 2009, 4:42 pm
What.
I had no idea. And we've been friends for years. I don't even know what you've been through.
I'm not angry that you didn't tell me. I'm upset because as a friend i'm supposed to know when somethings wrong. And i didn't.
I had no idea. And we've been friends for years. I don't even know what you've been through.
I'm not angry that you didn't tell me. I'm upset because as a friend i'm supposed to know when somethings wrong. And i didn't.
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Re: Drackie? What.
by drackie. Thu 26 Mar 2009, 5:01 pm
I just don't like to talk about myself. That's all.
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