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Post by drackie. Sun 12 Apr 2009, 9:52 pm

I can't do this, I just can't do this.
I can't handle carrying the weight of my friends happiness on my back.
I try so hard.. so hard.. to make sure my friends are happy. I do what ever I can to make sure their not upset about anything.. not even the slightest thing. And when they get upset.. it hits me harder than it hits them.
When no one is really.. trying to keep me happy? I mean.. what good is that.

I'm so.. fucking.. FUCKED.. I want to kill myself because I know I can't have Kate.. and it kills me enough as it is. And when I saw that someone else had her as an avatar.. I broke into a panic attack... I freak out.. and get so angry when ever any one reffers to her as Shane.. because that's NOT HER FUCKING NAME.

I honestly believe.. I will kill myself.. I honestly do.
I know it's pathetic for me to plaster this everywhere.. but I fucking.. can't do this anymore. And I have no one to lean on.. I have no one for advice.. My girlfriend hates Kate..

I. Fucking. Want. To. Die.
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Post by LADIES AND GENTLEMEN Sun 12 Apr 2009, 10:16 pm

-loves- If it helps, you dont have to worry about me.

And, maybe it is the character that helps Kiia? I mean, Kate isnt actually a lesbian, is she? You can't really have a picture of Shane without using one of Kate.
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Post by drackie. Sun 12 Apr 2009, 10:25 pm

It probably is the character.. but why would you want to be a player?
And I have to care about you.. or else I feel like a bad friend.
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Post by LADIES AND GENTLEMEN Sun 12 Apr 2009, 10:32 pm

But I don't want you ro hurt yourself to make me happy. I can take care of myself. I need you to take care of you; that will make me happy, and the same for most of your friends. I say most because you still have some shitty friends like Damon >_>

And, true. IDK I guess it's hard when you're working out your sexuality?

I mean I love Ryan Ross even though he's a cheating, pot-smoking cokewhore :/
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Post by Who we are. Mon 13 Apr 2009, 7:56 am

testosterone boy wrote:But I don't want you to hurt yourself to make me happy. I can take care of myself. I need you to take care of you; that will make me happy.

Ditto.
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