hi

sorry it's been awhile...not that anyone really reads these anyway but whatever.

i just wanted to let you all know that i'm like this close to ending my stay here at iar.

not because of iar - because of everything else.

i took this weekend off of the internet and i spent it across the continent from home (i went west to vancouver). there have been some issues with school and with my friends that i'm trying to sort through. that doesn't even take into account my college applications which i'm anxious about (they've been submitted and i'm waiting to hear). nor does it bring up the emotional issues i'm going through right now too.

if i go, it will likely be without any kind of announcement; i'll probably just stop posting or coming.

i'll let the admins know if i'm going so they can take me off of the editors.

i want you to know that even if i don't talk to you much or at all that i'm not trying to eliminate you from my life and i will still miss most of you. you can add me on facebook (i'm sure that whole six degrees of separation thing will work here too) and...yeah.

sorry if this was a waste of time to read through.