-sigh-

I'm going to do what I was doing before and felt guilty about.
Only now I won't feel guilty.
I'm going to shut people out.
Shut myself up in a room.
Because when you love and trust people, that's when you get hurt.
And I'm so sick of being betrayed.
I am so sick of people that "love" me treating me like a dog they can abuse.
So if I stop talking as much,
if I stop caring as much,
it's just protection.
It's a wall I need to put up to keep shit like this from happening.
Because apparently you can't trust anyone.

Shuting people out never fixes anything, Dru.

I agree with Shalisa. It makes things worse. If you bottle things up eventually it'll all come back out, and not in a good way...