It's amazing how fast change can come. 11.21.2008

I know it's been a long time. Shame on me, I know. I've been so busy these days.
I had to move out and things just went to shit. I am not even about to go into it all.

I've been lucky and blessed. My friend's mum "adopted" me and took me in. I'm staying here now and I think that this is the happiest I've been in a very, very long time. It's different to not be put down every chance gotten, to be scolded to do something out of pure selfishness and ... everything. I wonder if it's truly over. The hurt is still there. The pain still exists. And that's just how it is.

The holidays are coming up soon and maybe for once, I can enjoy them. Even without my grandma around. And that's where all my time has been focused. My friend's family are some seriously busy people! It sue beats sitting around the house all day, for sure. I dropped like a damn log last night and slept right through until late morning.

I pre-ordered Steven Wilson's first solo album last month and after all this waiting, it's finally on it's way to me. I expect it here by mid-week. I am excited. I can't wait.

And that my friends, is the short version.