Hai thar. Emo journaling ahead, you've been warned.
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Hai thar. Emo journaling ahead, you've been warned.
by bliss. Fri 12 Dec 2008, 12:41 pm
Meet the four people I live for:
Kristen, Tawni, Chris, and Cory.
I love everyone I'm friends with, but those four are the people I live for.
Chris upsets me....he found out that I'm depressed and that I cut, and he was really upset. He told me he'd been there, and loved me and wanted me to stop and that he'd help me in any way possible. Sweet, right? Well after that he let it go...he kept talking to me all the time, he's one of my best friends, but he just wouldn't stray towards that subject.
I've heard this all before. The 'I love you's, the 'Please stop's, all of it.
But nobody ever tries.
He's an idiot for thinking I'd stop cold turkey..it's been a year and a half since I started.
Today, we were working on an English project. We had to build this newspaper person thing. I shifted weird or my pants got caught on something, I don't know, but it was clear as day, the gashes on my ankle. And chris stopped and he looked so fucking hurt and he said, "Why? Seriously. Chandler, why do you keep doing that?" and I froze up. I didn't know what to do or say. So I threw a gigantic wad of newspaper and tape at his face.
IfailIfailIfail.
Kristen, Tawni, Chris, and Cory.
I love everyone I'm friends with, but those four are the people I live for.
Chris upsets me....he found out that I'm depressed and that I cut, and he was really upset. He told me he'd been there, and loved me and wanted me to stop and that he'd help me in any way possible. Sweet, right? Well after that he let it go...he kept talking to me all the time, he's one of my best friends, but he just wouldn't stray towards that subject.
I've heard this all before. The 'I love you's, the 'Please stop's, all of it.
But nobody ever tries.
He's an idiot for thinking I'd stop cold turkey..it's been a year and a half since I started.
Today, we were working on an English project. We had to build this newspaper person thing. I shifted weird or my pants got caught on something, I don't know, but it was clear as day, the gashes on my ankle. And chris stopped and he looked so fucking hurt and he said, "Why? Seriously. Chandler, why do you keep doing that?" and I froze up. I didn't know what to do or say. So I threw a gigantic wad of newspaper and tape at his face.
IfailIfailIfail.
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by the way Fri 12 Dec 2008, 6:06 pm
it's good he hasn't given up.
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by LADIES AND GENTLEMEN Fri 12 Dec 2008, 7:40 pm
You should... idk >_< tell him I guess. Tell him you can't do it alone. It's not really fair for him to expect you to stop without any support. it's near impossible to just stop. I dont know anyone else who has, and I needed a damn miracle for me to.
Do you want to stop? Because if I were in his position I know if you told me that I'd go to all lengths to help you to.
Do you want to stop? Because if I were in his position I know if you told me that I'd go to all lengths to help you to.
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