First Journal.

by Smile, Lovely Thu 22 Jan 2009, 5:13 pm

I feel like such an idiot.
It's never going to change is it? It's too late.
I try so hard...so fucking hard and I just end up being talked to out of politeness or not at all. How can you tell the difference? When will what I say turn into something besides whinging and began to be seen as being a real problem? I know when theres a problem you have to find a solution but I need help for that. I need more then a casual conversation or passing joke. I know its confidence but I dunno... some people just give off the wrong vibe.
Even over the Internet it still doesn't seem to be working. I said hello in the WAYT thread. I don't even think anyone noticed.