Sleeping in summer memories

I really just want to cuddle with someone.
I want to get all of my favorite movies, fall asleep like it is summer.
Under the covers I feel safe and everything is okay in his embrace.
When I wake up I'm in his arms we talk for hours.
Then we put in some movies and laugh at some moment.
I cry at others...but that's just me.
Then we stay up talking all night about how we complete one another.
You write a silly poem that you hate and I think it's the best thing in the world.
We stay in bed drinking arizona and eating chocolate chip cookies and milanos.
Then I lay on your best again and I feel your warm embrace.
I listen to your uneven heartbeat.
Fall back into my dreams and know everything is okay.





Then I wake up again. Thinking I'll repeat this.
Only to find myself cold and empty.
Alone.
I snuggle with my sheets to try and replace it.
I remember it's not summer, it's winter.
It's cold outside and I need to get up to go to school.
No time for writing, singing, playing guitar, being me.
No time to watch movies and rest.
Just keep plowing through it.
Don't think about what winter took away.
Just think....
One day..you'll wake up in someones arms.
You'll spend all day together just watching movies and talking.
And you will be happy.
That's the only thing that keeps you going.
But still you have to ask yourself...
Will I ever fall in love again?