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Post by tea-boy. Thu 01 Jan 2009, 9:34 am

So, 2008 has pretty much been the worst year of my life. At the beginning of the year, I found all the ways I could self destruct. By mid-year I was spiraling downwards at high speeds. By the end of this year, I've hit my lowest low. I've destroyed myself. My grades went from As to Ds. I struggled with an eating disorder. I'm covered in scars. I've pretty much abused my body in every way possible.

They say when you hit rock bottom there's nowhere to go but up. Yeah, well, I think It's just an endless fucking pit and I'm just going to keep falling and falling and falling. I need a fucking miracle to salvage myself.

Sorry for the ~emo rant, I hope I didn't depress you too much during the New Years celebrations.


Last edited by johnnie walker eyes. on Wed 18 Nov 2009, 7:18 am; edited 2 times in total (Reason for editing : Dunno what I was trying to say, but some of that's not true at all. O_o)
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Post by Galileo Figaro Thu 01 Jan 2009, 9:14 pm

No, I don't think it's an endless pit. I think that something will happen to pull you out of it, or maybe you'll come across something that will. Not endless, no. But it feels like it, I'm sure.

-loves- I hope you have an amazing 2009.
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